It has yet to fully sink in that I’m free for the next few weeks
I haven’t slept for more than 4 hours a night the past week and when I did my dreams were filled with organic, physics, and quant.
who wants to hang out? :)
soooooo long until finals are over
sometimes I think it is both sadly and unbelievably easy to overlook how lucky you are
I really do know how lucky I am but in all honesty, this year has been one of the hardest in a while
It’s not easy working full time hours and being a full time student while trying to maintain straight A’s, sleep, eat, hang out, and do shit like a normal person. It’s even harder when you realize that the first thing you have to sacrifice is one of the greatest sources of joy in your life. Isolation is not a great feeling, even if you are doing it to yourself willingly. But my point is not to sit here and whine and complain, it’s more to make a proclamation of change. Life is way too short to work all the time and though my plans are not yet completely clear to me, I know that it’s time to make some changes…big ones. Changes that do NOT include working forty hours a week. I’ve been toying with the idea of moving out and weighing the pros and cons but still have yet to reach a decision. I guess we’ll just have to wait and see. For some reason both the idea of quitting my job (one of them) and the idea of moving out scare the shit out of me. But alas, it is time.